Shall I say it is too fast to pass my first month of internship?
No way~!! I urge it passes as fast as possible. Just pray harder for someone or something which can drag me out from the hell. I'm not deserve for all these kinds of bloody hell stuffs. Who deserved with these...What the **CK!!!
Everyday go work on time, lunch break on time, back home on time. I admit that I really didn't pay them my heart during works. It's just kinda hard for me to do so. I tried to convince myself to do my best, but I ended up with big big yawning... :O
Guess what, for a whole month I'm still playing around with the website stuffs. N-times changes taken, supervisor still not satisfied. Is the problem come from my side? At the early stage, I admit that; and now I just getting fed up and disappointed.
All my colleague also said my supervisor a.k.a. IT Department head lack of communication skills. He won't tell the changes at one shot. Yesterday showed him, and he said change this and that only, the rest is good; today showed him the modified, he said change this and that, the rest is good. :
By the way, the things that he asked me to change on today is the things that he asked me to change yesterday. So why don't you yourself think carefully, then tell me your last decision. Just make me double works.
At first putting hopes of learning something new during internship, now seems my dream blew off. Supervisor said "If you don't know this and that, then it will take you very long time to learn by your own, but I hope you can do it fast." He is not going to teach me, yet blame on me for the slow progress.
ARGH~~~ Bloody GOD DAMN~~
DEPRESSED~~~
STRESSED == DESSERTS
p/s: It takes me long time. Please give me some time.
"So why don't you yourself think carefully, then tell me your last decision."
ReplyDeleteYou are not a MACHINE or ROBOT!
You are not a KID or CHILDREN!
You are not a FOLLOWER or WOODEN BLOCK!
If u only can do things that:
someone order u to do,
someone ask you do and don't,
someone teach you step by step, what to do, how to do,
then y he or she still need you.
a robot will be better than u!
the training or intern is benefit to u.
u r about to work for the society,
u should be able to work urself independently,
work smart, learn urself, and not hoping others to teach u step by step.
they just can demand wat they want, not telling u wat to do. intern is the time to learn extra, the extra means from u urself, not from the firm.
think it deep!