Wednesday, September 30, 2009

At Last~

Finally, it's the time to put a full stop for my internship. I'm not enjoy during this 4 months of time. It's really far far apart with my expectations.

Yesterday (29/09) was the presentation of internship, which we need to show to MMU supervisor that what we had learned during internship. At first, the presentation was being set on 17/09 since early of Sept. However, my company supervisor became first-time father on 15 Sept, and he got 3 days maternity leave.

Company director, company supervisor closed-door meeting with MMU supervisor for about half an hour on yesterday. There are some comments from director (which i think almost all are bad). And I shall make myself clear that director only talked with me twice (some more it's in June). I really have no idea how she judge us, and the judgement is based on what.

MMU supervisor didn't enclose any comment from director to us. No matter what it's, I get my marks from company supervisor already. I'm very disappointed, it's not as what I expected. Ya, some might say, as long as can pass then don't care already.

Back to the lame question:-
Did you learn something from your internship?

Ya, I learned how to adapt with the working environment. Not much for technical wise, it's only ASP, PHP and little bit about MySQL. I'm still feel great it's because I learned something although it's by myself from the internet. It's not much, still better than data entry blindly and purposeless.

Lastly, here I enclosed a statement quoted from my director. I hope someone can clear my doubt.
We are not going to teach you anything, but we are hoping something from you. We are here only to expose you to the working environment.

Internship is only to expose students to working environment? However, we still don't know what industries need, what you actually expect from us?

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Déjà vu?!

昨天你又再次来了,
这次相处的时间长了。
去了很多地方,
做了很多事情,
也发生了些状况。

虽说我及时把你拉住,
但你真的吓傻了,
我很后悔,
为什么先前自己会有那么的安排?

问你:“你没事吧,还好吗?”
你只是摇摇头,哭了。
我只能看着你,心疼了。

我肯定不要这样的
Déjà vu

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Raining

窗外刮着强风,整棵大树都在摇晃了。
我的窗也“自动”关上了。
看着雨水打在窗上,
听着风经过窗隙的声音,
也真好现在是农历七月。
好阴森哦~

昨晚你来了,谢谢你。
虽说相处的时间短暂,
但我已足够了,
我也尽力了。

回想起当初你的那一句,
我真的很感动。感动至今。
善忘的你还记得吗?

Saturday, September 5, 2009

麦当劳记

今天午餐去吃麦当劳,选了靠窗的单座。
观望着窗外,也注意到面前有一对母子。

妈妈的眼神就是吸引我的地方。
儿子吃一口,喝一口,再望望妈妈。
妈妈总是回以心满意足的笑容。
还时不时帮儿子拭嘴。

儿子吃饱了,要去洗手了。
离开了,妈妈手握着纸巾。
眼泪夺眶而出了。
一双好无奈的眼神。

妈妈很担心让儿子看见,
就连有人经过,妈妈都赶快把眼泪擦干。
妈妈看了看手表,抚摸着儿子的头,
说了几句,就一起离开了。

电视剧可说是见怪不怪了。
现实生活也可真是头一遭。

不久又有位妇女走进来了。
她向一对情侣讨钱,
工作人员见状,赶紧上前拉住。
的确惊动了大家。
尽管工作人员劝说别给,
那男生还是掏出钱包给了。

若我经过该区,我都是光顾此店。
我的确再次看到了许多,
许多生活真实写照。
感触良多,珍惜眼前。

p/s 回途上做了件好事,心情好起来了。