At Last~

Finally, it's the time to put a full stop for my internship. I'm not enjoy during this 4 months of time. It's really far far apart with my expectations.

Yesterday (29/09) was the presentation of internship, which we need to show to MMU supervisor that what we had learned during internship. At first, the presentation was being set on 17/09 since early of Sept. However, my company supervisor became first-time father on 15 Sept, and he got 3 days maternity leave.

Company director, company supervisor closed-door meeting with MMU supervisor for about half an hour on yesterday. There are some comments from director (which i think almost all are bad). And I shall make myself clear that director only talked with me twice (some more it's in June). I really have no idea how she judge us, and the judgement is based on what.

MMU supervisor didn't enclose any comment from director to us. No matter what it's, I get my marks from company supervisor already. I'm very disappointed, it's not as what I expected. Ya, some might say, as long as can pass then don't care already.

Back to the lame question:-

Did you learn something from your internship?

Ya, I learned how to adapt with the working environment. Not much for technical wise, it's only ASP, PHP and little bit about MySQL. I'm still feel great it's because I learned something although it's by myself from the internet. It's not much, still better than data entry blindly and purposeless.

Lastly, here I enclosed a statement quoted from my director. I hope someone can clear my doubt.

We are not going to teach you anything, but we are hoping something from you. We are here only to expose you to the working environment.

Internship is only to expose students to working environment? However, we still don't know what industries need, what you actually expect from us?

Counting Down~

Finally the day has come.

The day that I have waited for months.

I have just launched my countdown timer.

Hope can pass through with ease.

Gonna finish up everything asap.

Then back to my day for recharging.

I urge I can own those days.

Dearest friends,

Put yourself together,

Korekaramo Ganbatte Kudasai~

2 down~ 2 to go~

Some said it's very fast for two months passed. However, I said "Fuh, 2 more months to go~"

In this 2nd month, I was assigned with many tasks. Try to come out with a list:-

1) Study about Fusion Charts, Fusion Widgets and Fusion Maps.

2) Learned ASP from internet tutorial.

3) System testing and jot down the bugs.

4) System debugging. (con't from 3)

5) Learned PHP and MySQL from internet tutorial.

6) Coding for system.

7) Research on send SMS via ASP

8) Website design. (Again~~)

This month not much complain, because I learned a lot from works. I was enjoyed although feel tired. Honestly, I preferred system coding or debugging rather than website design. It's really not my interest at all.

Now, I filled my day with PHP, ASP, Javascript, VB script as well as some MySQL query. Hope I still talking human languages. I have to admit that IT students used to be learned more languages than ordinary people. You know what I'm talking about~ :D

One Month

Shall I say it is too fast to pass my first month of internship?
No way~!! I urge it passes as fast as possible. Just pray harder for someone or something which can drag me out from the hell. I'm not deserve for all these kinds of bloody hell stuffs. Who deserved with these...What the **CK!!!

Everyday go work on time, lunch break on time, back home on time. I admit that I really didn't pay them my heart during works. It's just kinda hard for me to do so. I tried to convince myself to do my best, but I ended up with big big yawning... :O

Guess what, for a whole month I'm still playing around with the website stuffs. N-times changes taken, supervisor still not satisfied. Is the problem come from my side? At the early stage, I admit that; and now I just getting fed up and disappointed.

All my colleague also said my supervisor a.k.a. IT Department head lack of communication skills. He won't tell the changes at one shot. Yesterday showed him, and he said change this and that only, the rest is good; today showed him the modified, he said change this and that, the rest is good. :

By the way, the things that he asked me to change on today is the things that he asked me to change yesterday. So why don't you yourself think carefully, then tell me your last decision. Just make me double works.

At first putting hopes of learning something new during internship, now seems my dream blew off. Supervisor said "If you don't know this and that, then it will take you very long time to learn by your own, but I hope you can do it fast." He is not going to teach me, yet blame on me for the slow progress.

ARGH~~~ Bloody GOD DAMN~~
DEPRESSED~~~
STRESSED == DESSERTS

p/s: It takes me long time. Please give me some time.

End of 2nd Week

Just back from work. What an exhausted day~

Today, the air quality in Cyberjaya is very bad. The whole Cyberjaya looks hazy from early morning till now. The sun won't be bright yet the environment is extremely warm~

Went to work as usual. Sit in front PC from beginning till end. Yesterday just showed supervisor the updated progress. Still more changes to be done. Without further delay, start "torturing" my poor little "mouse" (it'll be jumping here and there, out of control if the PC is busy).

Before lunch, already completed the content. Plan to have some modification on design after lunch break. Not quite feeling well in this kind of weather. Eat healthier and drink more water (luckily the water dispenser already being refilled).

Today, CEO and Managing Director spent whole day with us in the company. Ok. Here's come the managing director to check on my work. As what I expected, she did not satisfied with it. And she asked me to start all over again, I shall be given only 2 days to come out with a new plan and design.

I admit that, this is my mistake. I will learn from the mistake and take her advices, supervisor's suggestions, colleagues' recommendations seriously. I should make up my mind, no more lacking. Think out of the box, not to constrain creativity (I was being told I haven't reach the university standard).

This is a good chance for me to show myself. Needed to polish up my skills to convince people. Sorry, I'll take the blame for not take it seriously. Thanks for the chance given.

Take care~

After one week...

This week is my 2nd week of internship. Nothing much to update since I'm still doing the previous task that assigned which is website design. Last Thursday I showed supervisor the progress, and he gave me some comments on it.

I need to add in more interactivity and make the website looks more dynamic. How to define the dynamic and static, I have no idea. So the normal way to guess is - google it. :) Dynamic website can be KISS (Keep It Simple and Silly). Dynamic means the content of the website will update from time to time. Static website means no update. :)

So I just tried to add some simple flash and some interactivity. No screenshot is allow because copyright © thing very troublesome. By the way, tomorrow I need to present to managing director about the website that I designed in first week.

I feel bit nervous because I really didn't put much effort on it. Everyday go work on time, lunch hour on time, cabut (back home) on time. Morning 830 until evening 530, minus one hour lunch time, another one hour, I was "fishing" zzZzZzzZ... So ended up with only 7 hours stay awake, and do nothing :P

The office environment is just too quiet and peaceful. Just got the rhythmical PC fan sound which come out from my PC (company server). That's the reason I was (am) being hypnotized. I'm not the only one who fishing in the office, some IT department programmers too. :)

Wish me luck for the presentation. Hopefully, I'll start to learn something new this week onwards. My friends are enjoying their internship life. All the best to you all too. Gambateh~ Take care.

**p/s: weather getting worst these few days, drink more water, eat fruits, nutrition supplements. :P

Another Stage of Life

As the clock tik-tok-ing, we are stepping into June 2009. And I stepping into another stage of my life. I'm having my internship a.k.a. industrial training starting from today until 30 September 2009.

The company that I go in is named ADvanced Methodology & Assessment of Corperate Solution (AD-MACS) Corporate Consultants (M) Sdn. Bhd. (it tooks me weeks to memorise the company name) There are 3 main products or services from this company, which are, Customer Satisfaction Index System (MCSI), Automated Balanced Key Performance Indicators System (BKPI) and Corrective Action Reporting System (CARS). Basically, all these system mentioned are dealing with statistical studies (that's all).

This company ain't big organization, the organization structure only consists of 8 people. Not much of introduction session, and I haven't officially assigned task. My supervisor just asked me to think about the way to improve the company website design since I'm student majoring in Software and Animation (you must be very creative enough to do some animation for our system as well as website, since the website is too static and dull).

Due to thinking only yet, not really implementation, I just browse through internet whole day long. After a while, start to feel sleepy and keep on fishing. (:P Luckily, that time CEO and Managing Director already leave office).

From morning 830 until evening 530, it ends my 1st day of intern. Phew~~relieve~~ About 4 months more to go, need to gambateh and at least learned something from them. Managing Director said :"both sides must have at least one benefit." (:P keep fingers crossed)