天空没有痕迹，但鸟儿已经展翅掠过。
胸口没有疤痕，但匕首已经肆虐刺入。
曾是你闭上双眼，聆听的地方，
现在已。。。
重伤了，淌血了。
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
One Month
Shall I say it is too fast to pass my first month of internship?
No way~!! I urge it passes as fast as possible. Just pray harder for someone or something which can drag me out from the hell. I'm not deserve for all these kinds of bloody hell stuffs. Who deserved with these...What the **CK!!!
Everyday go work on time, lunch break on time, back home on time. I admit that I really didn't pay them my heart during works. It's just kinda hard for me to do so. I tried to convince myself to do my best, but I ended up with big big yawning... :O
Guess what, for a whole month I'm still playing around with the website stuffs. N-times changes taken, supervisor still not satisfied. Is the problem come from my side? At the early stage, I admit that; and now I just getting fed up and disappointed.
All my colleague also said my supervisor a.k.a. IT Department head lack of communication skills. He won't tell the changes at one shot. Yesterday showed him, and he said change this and that only, the rest is good; today showed him the modified, he said change this and that, the rest is good. :
By the way, the things that he asked me to change on today is the things that he asked me to change yesterday. So why don't you yourself think carefully, then tell me your last decision. Just make me double works.
At first putting hopes of learning something new during internship, now seems my dream blew off. Supervisor said "If you don't know this and that, then it will take you very long time to learn by your own, but I hope you can do it fast." He is not going to teach me, yet blame on me for the slow progress.
ARGH~~~ Bloody GOD DAMN~~
DEPRESSED~~~
STRESSED == DESSERTS
p/s: It takes me long time. Please give me some time.
No way~!! I urge it passes as fast as possible. Just pray harder for someone or something which can drag me out from the hell. I'm not deserve for all these kinds of bloody hell stuffs. Who deserved with these...What the **CK!!!
Everyday go work on time, lunch break on time, back home on time. I admit that I really didn't pay them my heart during works. It's just kinda hard for me to do so. I tried to convince myself to do my best, but I ended up with big big yawning... :O
Guess what, for a whole month I'm still playing around with the website stuffs. N-times changes taken, supervisor still not satisfied. Is the problem come from my side? At the early stage, I admit that; and now I just getting fed up and disappointed.
All my colleague also said my supervisor a.k.a. IT Department head lack of communication skills. He won't tell the changes at one shot. Yesterday showed him, and he said change this and that only, the rest is good; today showed him the modified, he said change this and that, the rest is good. :
By the way, the things that he asked me to change on today is the things that he asked me to change yesterday. So why don't you yourself think carefully, then tell me your last decision. Just make me double works.
At first putting hopes of learning something new during internship, now seems my dream blew off. Supervisor said "If you don't know this and that, then it will take you very long time to learn by your own, but I hope you can do it fast." He is not going to teach me, yet blame on me for the slow progress.
ARGH~~~ Bloody GOD DAMN~~
DEPRESSED~~~
STRESSED == DESSERTS
p/s: It takes me long time. Please give me some time.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
无题 Tit-le-ss
- 通常女生都喜欢搂枕，有安全感。
- Girls would like booster or soft toys, they feel safety with it.
- 没有得你的允许，我都会爱下去。
- Although I did not get your permission, I will still loving you.
- 你送赠的非积蓄买得到。
- Your gifts is just simply invaluable.
- 我们的爱若是错误，愿你我没有白白受苦。
- If our love is a mistake, wish we both learned from it.
- 若曾真心真意付出，就应该满足。
- We should be happy cause our love is sincere and honest.
- 无法开启你我内心的事，真是很讽刺。
- How ironic when couple can't read each other heart.
End of 2nd Week
Just back from work. What an exhausted day~
Today, the air quality in Cyberjaya is very bad. The whole Cyberjaya looks hazy from early morning till now. The sun won't be bright yet the environment is extremely warm~
Went to work as usual. Sit in front PC from beginning till end. Yesterday just showed supervisor the updated progress. Still more changes to be done. Without further delay, start "torturing" my poor little "mouse" (it'll be jumping here and there, out of control if the PC is busy).
Before lunch, already completed the content. Plan to have some modification on design after lunch break. Not quite feeling well in this kind of weather. Eat healthier and drink more water (luckily the water dispenser already being refilled).
Today, CEO and Managing Director spent whole day with us in the company. Ok. Here's come the managing director to check on my work. As what I expected, she did not satisfied with it. And she asked me to start all over again, I shall be given only 2 days to come out with a new plan and design.
I admit that, this is my mistake. I will learn from the mistake and take her advices, supervisor's suggestions, colleagues' recommendations seriously. I should make up my mind, no more lacking. Think out of the box, not to constrain creativity (I was being told I haven't reach the university standard).
This is a good chance for me to show myself. Needed to polish up my skills to convince people. Sorry, I'll take the blame for not take it seriously. Thanks for the chance given.
Take care~
Today, the air quality in Cyberjaya is very bad. The whole Cyberjaya looks hazy from early morning till now. The sun won't be bright yet the environment is extremely warm~
Went to work as usual. Sit in front PC from beginning till end. Yesterday just showed supervisor the updated progress. Still more changes to be done. Without further delay, start "torturing" my poor little "mouse" (it'll be jumping here and there, out of control if the PC is busy).
Before lunch, already completed the content. Plan to have some modification on design after lunch break. Not quite feeling well in this kind of weather. Eat healthier and drink more water (luckily the water dispenser already being refilled).
Today, CEO and Managing Director spent whole day with us in the company. Ok. Here's come the managing director to check on my work. As what I expected, she did not satisfied with it. And she asked me to start all over again, I shall be given only 2 days to come out with a new plan and design.
I admit that, this is my mistake. I will learn from the mistake and take her advices, supervisor's suggestions, colleagues' recommendations seriously. I should make up my mind, no more lacking. Think out of the box, not to constrain creativity (I was being told I haven't reach the university standard).
This is a good chance for me to show myself. Needed to polish up my skills to convince people. Sorry, I'll take the blame for not take it seriously. Thanks for the chance given.
Take care~
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
After one week...
This week is my 2nd week of internship. Nothing much to update since I'm still doing the previous task that assigned which is website design. Last Thursday I showed supervisor the progress, and he gave me some comments on it.
I need to add in more interactivity and make the website looks more dynamic. How to define the dynamic and static, I have no idea. So the normal way to guess is - google it. :) Dynamic website can be KISS (Keep It Simple and Silly). Dynamic means the content of the website will update from time to time. Static website means no update. :)
So I just tried to add some simple flash and some interactivity. No screenshot is allow because copyright © thing very troublesome. By the way, tomorrow I need to present to managing director about the website that I designed in first week.
I feel bit nervous because I really didn't put much effort on it. Everyday go work on time, lunch hour on time, cabut (back home) on time. Morning 830 until evening 530, minus one hour lunch time, another one hour, I was "fishing" zzZzZzzZ... So ended up with only 7 hours stay awake, and do nothing :P
The office environment is just too quiet and peaceful. Just got the rhythmical PC fan sound which come out from my PC (company server). That's the reason I was (am) being hypnotized. I'm not the only one who fishing in the office, some IT department programmers too. :)
Wish me luck for the presentation. Hopefully, I'll start to learn something new this week onwards. My friends are enjoying their internship life. All the best to you all too. Gambateh~ Take care.
**p/s: weather getting worst these few days, drink more water, eat fruits, nutrition supplements. :P
I need to add in more interactivity and make the website looks more dynamic. How to define the dynamic and static, I have no idea. So the normal way to guess is - google it. :) Dynamic website can be KISS (Keep It Simple and Silly). Dynamic means the content of the website will update from time to time. Static website means no update. :)
So I just tried to add some simple flash and some interactivity. No screenshot is allow because copyright © thing very troublesome. By the way, tomorrow I need to present to managing director about the website that I designed in first week.
I feel bit nervous because I really didn't put much effort on it. Everyday go work on time, lunch hour on time, cabut (back home) on time. Morning 830 until evening 530, minus one hour lunch time, another one hour, I was "fishing" zzZzZzzZ... So ended up with only 7 hours stay awake, and do nothing :P
The office environment is just too quiet and peaceful. Just got the rhythmical PC fan sound which come out from my PC (company server). That's the reason I was (am) being hypnotized. I'm not the only one who fishing in the office, some IT department programmers too. :)
Wish me luck for the presentation. Hopefully, I'll start to learn something new this week onwards. My friends are enjoying their internship life. All the best to you all too. Gambateh~ Take care.
**p/s: weather getting worst these few days, drink more water, eat fruits, nutrition supplements. :P
Monday, June 1, 2009
Another Stage of Life
As the clock tik-tok-ing, we are stepping into June 2009. And I stepping into another stage of my life. I'm having my internship a.k.a. industrial training starting from today until 30 September 2009.
The company that I go in is named ADvanced Methodology & Assessment of Corperate Solution (AD-MACS) Corporate Consultants (M) Sdn. Bhd. (it tooks me weeks to memorise the company name) There are 3 main products or services from this company, which are, Customer Satisfaction Index System (MCSI), Automated Balanced Key Performance Indicators System (BKPI) and Corrective Action Reporting System (CARS). Basically, all these system mentioned are dealing with statistical studies (that's all).
This company ain't big organization, the organization structure only consists of 8 people. Not much of introduction session, and I haven't officially assigned task. My supervisor just asked me to think about the way to improve the company website design since I'm student majoring in Software and Animation (you must be very creative enough to do some animation for our system as well as website, since the website is too static and dull).
Due to thinking only yet, not really implementation, I just browse through internet whole day long. After a while, start to feel sleepy and keep on fishing. (:P Luckily, that time CEO and Managing Director already leave office).
From morning 830 until evening 530, it ends my 1st day of intern. Phew~~relieve~~ About 4 months more to go, need to gambateh and at least learned something from them. Managing Director said :"both sides must have at least one benefit." (:P keep fingers crossed)
The company that I go in is named ADvanced Methodology & Assessment of Corperate Solution (AD-MACS) Corporate Consultants (M) Sdn. Bhd. (it tooks me weeks to memorise the company name) There are 3 main products or services from this company, which are, Customer Satisfaction Index System (MCSI), Automated Balanced Key Performance Indicators System (BKPI) and Corrective Action Reporting System (CARS). Basically, all these system mentioned are dealing with statistical studies (that's all).
This company ain't big organization, the organization structure only consists of 8 people. Not much of introduction session, and I haven't officially assigned task. My supervisor just asked me to think about the way to improve the company website design since I'm student majoring in Software and Animation (you must be very creative enough to do some animation for our system as well as website, since the website is too static and dull).
Due to thinking only yet, not really implementation, I just browse through internet whole day long. After a while, start to feel sleepy and keep on fishing. (:P Luckily, that time CEO and Managing Director already leave office).
From morning 830 until evening 530, it ends my 1st day of intern. Phew~~relieve~~ About 4 months more to go, need to gambateh and at least learned something from them. Managing Director said :"both sides must have at least one benefit." (:P keep fingers crossed)
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